Planning to write a book, propelled by the prophecy of a Nadi practitioner, who had foreseen that I'll write one... But the fact is that I just do not seem to be able to get a hang of my own thoughts. Trying to stay positive and time and again return to the idea. .. hoping fiercely that I begin.
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